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Wow!!!! [08 Mar 2008|09:19pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Arcade Fire - Ocean of Noise ] Whoooaaa!!!  I haven't been on this in ages! I feel like I need something like this in my life again.  My brain has been exploding lately and I need somewhere to vent. I'm on spring break right now, but decided not to go "home" (my dad's new house in Collegeville) but to stay in the city and work at my new job, The Continental Midtown restaurant.  It's pretty lonely in the dorms right now.  Cerise, my closest roommate is back to Poughkeepsie, and I'm here with my other roommate Nan, who didn't go home due to the fact that she lives in Thailand.  I'm alone right now, and have been sitting in bed since 4 when I got out of work.  I'm exhausted!!  I watched City of God and putzed around on the internet for far too long.  My girlfriend, Caiti left for Florida this morning.  She's meeting her mom and grandmother down there and having a "3 generation bonding fest!"  I miss her already.  I've been feeling real distant lately as far as my creativity goes - sort of cloudy in my brain, not quite motivated to do art, not really exploding with ideas, not very clever at all.  This freaks me out a bit, 'cause usually I have a hard time figuring out what exactly it is I want to create because I'm always full to the brim with ideas.  I think it's just because there's so much going on - I'm looking hard for houses to live in over the summer/next year with Cerise, Caiti and Kalena, I'm working a lot and that wears me out like nothing else, and I basically spend all of my time with Caiti.  We've been dating for about a month and a half and everything is real peachy and wonderful.  She's an actor and I've never met anyone like her - or thought I'd ever fall in love with an actor.  I could go on, but that'd just get mushy... I had empty pages in my old sketchbook, and tried filling them in to make it more complete, but stopped and bought a new one instead.  I feel like that chapter of my life is through, and this new book will symbolize my brain right right now nownow. Exciting news...I am a Printmaking/Book Arts major with a minor in Illustration!  Printmaking is something that I'm growing more and more passionate about.  I've gone through a lot of different major ideas these past few months, and this one feels so right.  It even sounds cool!  To think, I was going to major in Graphic Design.  Ew. I don't know why Live Journal died so much....it makes me feel good. comment

[22 Dec 2005|05:31pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Architecture in Helsinki - Fumble ] I love Christmas and I love friends and I love Christmas cards and I love hugs and I love chocolate and candy and other sweet things! Merry Christmas, everyone! comment

[21 Nov 2005|05:35pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek ] So for Fine Arts, we were assigned to create a TIME magazine cover out of any medium. This year's topic was musicial artists/bands. Inspired by the previous night's Bright Eyes concert, I chose Conor. 2 comment

[14 Nov 2005|11:21am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Violent Femmes - Gimme the Car ] My God. Jude Law is one hell of a man. 2 comment

asidfhda;skm'd [22 Oct 2005|06:47am] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Tatu - All the things she said ] Ahhhh! I hate public transportation! 1 comment

Get down, Girl. Gon' 'head, get down. [10 Sep 2005|10:43pm] [ mood | stressed ] Haha, remember that one time I had a LiveJournal? Yeah, that was funny. 3 comment

[22 Jul 2005|08:09pm] [ mood | depressed ] The show's off. Everything's going wrong lately. I feel stressed out, and overwhelmed all the time, and yet I'm too lazy to knock out the few things that are causing me this anxiety. On the bright side, I just got a job at Landis and I think I'll really enjoy working there. The people there are so pleasant. When I met with the Human Resources director, he kept telling myself and the other future employees that we need to turn people into "raging fans of Landis Supermarkets." In my head, I pictured overweight, middle-aged, half-naked men running around with big maroon "L"'s painted on their chests. I had to keep myself from laughing out loud. 4 comment

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